Mystery

Long i stand in front of mirror to see if therz something wrong... hav i worn the t-shirt reversed or is my jean matching with my tee or was the fly down or whateva ....all pain taking efforts, still what u find is a fiasco. I fail to nderstand the stares...the blank stares.., sometimes it feels as if i am in debt.. awaiting an acquittal. Okay if the stare thing is not clear.. i would like u to remind you of the fraternity i always mention of. The fraternity of fairer sex :) ... 2de in canteen the girl standing in the next row was not able to concentrate on wht food to take .. my fault i was standing right in front of her ...... (he he he I am acting so Narcisst, but this is true) some1 pls help me ...........
That was the lighter part..

Being very much unlike me I yesterday gave some very serious thoughts to my current status, where the bulk opf my life passes in front of the smart box polishing my smart skills... shich ofcourse includes blogging and doing henious spell mistakes ...... Trust me i was taken aghast All kinds of activity has taken back seat and can forsee the d dormant status..And then i decided no to relent to this conspiracy ..........I ll respond to the stares and see what else could be done :P
he he .. i am so evil

Broken ---\----

Things are happening at a pace that they r rendered incorrigible. Was making head way with work .. booom crashed the software... i siad fk man .. will do it 2morrow ... went to play baddy........ this great player ,converted my newly bought Rs 800 raquet into a graphite plastic carcass ....and with no sign of remorse says.. see where u r playing from...... sometimes i loathe newbies (though i am not perfect), even if was wrong (he could hav said a sorry) .. but tries to teach new lessons ... hhaaaaaaaaaaa whateva ........... no point in sulking to destiny............. just that i feel liitl low People please understand i am very possesive(to be read +vely possessive) whether it be the T-shirt i wear, the relationship i share or the raquest i have or say had .... "what now the stupid editor aint allowing me align this post..."

right now i am sad :(

For "her"

Ten things i would like to do wid her
(killing the pervert me; for a moment)

1) I would like to wake beside her.
2) I would like to watch her sleep.
3) I would like to hold her.
4) I would like to be held by her.
5) I would like to sit silent beside her, watching her talk.
6) I would like to hold her hands and stroll beside the sea.
7) I would like to sit beside her and see the sun set.
8) I would like to hear what she does/doesnt say.
9) I would like to go on a long drive wid her.
10)I would like to fall accidently in love with her.

:)

sleepunations

WTF ... havin weird a time ................I think the fraternity of girls is so happy wid me that they hav decided not to leave me alone even in sleep .. so they sent me their alter ego ..... what man, crap horror dream i had .. woke up aghast .. just to feel that my room was smelling strange with incense sticks.... some stupid creep was praying at 4:00clock in the morning with incense stick ...tried seeping but of no use the fantastic fragrance made the condition pathetic, finally 7:00 clock i managed to sleep ... just to find another queer dream waiting for me i saw myself i dunno how many years ahead .. with a kid n family, but i was not working as a software programmer :) didnt manage to see the culmination of dream ... titit ti titi ti titit ...some jerks alaram clock ...haaaaaaaa .. in short moral of story if is... i didnt sleep well, now i ll be dizzy all day and hence i ll be consuming lots of coffee 2de . .... *sighs*

n wait wait before i forget i have to mention this .. Last sunday i went for the not so whacko sequel of RING.. the RING2 .... the same upermentioned fraternity sent 2 good looking chics and wow ... i thought ..... ne ways the movie began and the bold female started hiding herself with scarf or chunni or whatever they calld .. bang came the ghost and she used the "F" word ....so loud that almost every1 might hav heard it .. and later for me this became an integral part of the movie .... end of the movie she gave me a smile and went off.... just in case if ne1 knows her pls ask her if she managed to sleep that night or not :)

sleepy shaan is gonna get a coffee for himself

taDA ppl

A page from history

Lot has been popping out from history these days . May its the effect of new place or may be not being able to stay toomuch in toch wid my ol buddies ....Life is so strange .. Here in Pune I came to know that Ms India Tanushree Dutta was my class mate for a short stint, thougt (third and fourth class,DBMS Jamshedpur) and i even dont hav a faint memory of her face..... ne wayz why cry over the spilled milk ;) ...

I called up few of my very old friends from St.Pauls School and am feeling very good abt it.. wait till the Airtel people turn up the bill .... fingers crossed

I hold in very high regards to nethin attached to my college... but sys-ads or the hel desk is one thing i detest .. they blocked orkut on campus and now i wont be able to stay connected to all my friends all d time ... though our student fraternity is strong enuf to bypass all scrutinzed proxy and firewall shit ....

The questions from my last post still haunt me .....I just gave a thought, to as if how vulnerable right now i am. I run short of time .. I cannot pamper myself with a GF or two sport at a time namely Baddy and Swimming.... at ne given moment i run short of time yet i prefer frittering, ne ways i think these things are momentary and will get set as n when ordained to be ..........

huh !!!! i am running outoff time :)

The Abyss

What is going on ... life has become like series of question waiting to be answered
starting the day ----end of the day
6:00Am : Should wake up right now or not ?
8:00Am : should bath 2de or not ?
8:15 Am : should i hav breakfast or not?
9:00 Am : should catch a rick or go by comapny shuttle ?
10:00Am: should work or stay or messenger ?
12:30Pm: should go for lunch or wait?
01:00Pm :should listen to radio or stored music ?
04:30Pm: should go for snacks ?
07:30Pm: should play baddy or sit out with friends ?
09:00Pmshould go to delhi kitchen or Modern?

okay these being the daily routine question?
my ordeal with other sprodiacally arising questions would sound like
1)should concentrate for job switch or prefer higher studies ?
2)should read books for mind or books for soul ?
3)should read or spend time talking (precisely bakar)?
4)should love or loathe my present condition?
5)should continue playing baddy or shall start with swimming?

Highly periodic and most frequently occuring question?
1)should fall in love with this girl or not ?
2)should make a +ve or -ve image of the news piece that i just read.?
3)should feel happy or sad on my single status?
4)should go for CAT or GRE ?

and lots more..... Now see this is how life has become every step u take a question awaits, Lifei is like lost in oblivion........Between these infinte question bank ....In labyrinth framed by all these question the only thing that brought smile to my face was getting of my Visiting Card Shahnawaz Backer Member of Technical Staff
Okay i know i have done nothin great.... but still something n me was happy and satisfied
It was yesterday only irealized my cellphone headsets are like gods ... what clean music u can hear .. wah wah Nokia Jindabad .... heard music till the radio shut ..
and now gotta go
signing off a happy me :)

The Workaholic

huffff huffffff ... Its only 1 week into work ....and it feels as if aeons have passed , every thing looks so familiar My desk .. a TATA Fone ... two Reynolds white board markes one red and one green ... standing infront of the duster !! My cell fone and n my earphones and the only thing that changes place is the napkin on which i place my coffee cup ........my seat is like a dot infront of an angular bracket pictorially[ - > ] My immediate cubicle mate is onsite[guess its being read... see i like u r company] so therez lot of void space, which also means i dont hav nebody to talk too ..........ne ways lot has been popping out of history, out of nowhere came in Mr Asim kadav .. one of my school mates, we were together for abt 2 years ..aa i guess [5th n 6 th stanard]...it was nice talking to him and it also reminded us how unlucky we were because we never had girls, girls enuf to remember n discuss... no nostalgic value ne ways i am kindda buz these dayz .. hav work and understanding things to complete My studies and preperations are in shambles... though wont say no scruples News Flash ..mumbai became local call from Pune .. so now i can call my friends more frequently Cell phone is something i like, like hell .... it makes me reach and reachable.......To add to it it has a radio to .. for some reasons if i am in mood to listen to hindi songs ...hav lots happening ... but that makes time short

So now i pen off !!!

taDA !!!!!!!