India ..... whats happening

Just read about the turmoil going on the India Bangladesh boreder.. I mean whats going on pehle pakistan now we hav 1 more uncivilsed neighbour killing of BSF personnels ..I still recall 2001 whe the newpaper flashed with images of brutally tortured and murdered Indian BSF jawans bein carried dead animals tied to sticks !!!! The image filled my heart with rage For those who dont know, a commanding officer went unarmed with goddwill, to get back few indians who were duressed by these Bangladeshis BSF people..... and the commanding officer was tortured and was shot dead from point blank..... and our govt is quite ...last time (2001) just hue and cry in media and no action taken where is our country leadin too......A train accident and all paper are full of material regarding Laloo -Modi tussle .. these bloody politicians are eating away our motherland. Its not religion,region,fundamentalism which is responsible for or nations sad sate ...its politics . Just look at the poor state of Bangladesh and every now and then they carry out firing with there toys and we the soul saviour of humanity let our brave soldiers to be the victim......I caught of a discussion where Islam was considered as a reason bad state of world ... they pointed out Afghansitan .. Pakistan and all other *stans .... I mean man these are not land of satans every1 has a right to practise his religion.. i donn say this becs i was born into a Muslim family or because i share d faith ... but hitory and facts hav a different story to tell ...... Afghanistan, what we see now is a US product ..... Remeber Rambo I Where Sylvester Stallon is sent to Afghanistan .... forget it man. After Second world war Afghanistan was torn into 2 pieces 1 controlled by US and other by earstwhile USSR and US promoted all antisocial stuffs to disturb the part under Russian control.. Clearly Afghanistan became bone of contention in the cold war which turned the land into a land of not so erudite ppl but ppl with guns who later got maddened with the gun power ....... Just a look at POK or other place where ppl are trained in the name of Jehaad ... most the gun these sad souls hav are of US make ... dunno what to say ...who is supporting terrorism and what way .... no its not i detest any perticular person or community and if given i ll run a pogrom ....... but I always wonder is there ne way that the situation could be improved...... dont know how many brave soldiers we will loose ........
India is my mothrland and i am big jingoist .....Given chance and power i am ready to risk all No i am not a can of hypocrisy nor i am corrupted by bureaucracy I mean every word !!!!

Am i Howard Roark !!

Two saturdays and 1 nigtout and i was able to complete The FountainHead.....

I list why i am not Howard Roark

1) Unyielding, but do get moulded sometimes

2) orange hair

3) Am not an architect

4) Most important, No Domnique

etc etc etc
And why i am like Howard Roark

1) I am always on d verge of flunkin subject i dont prefer (;))

2) I dont believe in fraternities

3) a Selfish Altruist

4) Orginal (Not just orginal for the sake os orignal)

5)Can wait for Domnique, beyond d limits of time.

I wonder sometimes, whether Marla singer and Domnique Francon; are reality or are mere part of stories.. I still hav to find 1 of that kind..........

one out of the many wonderful lines from the book say A quest for self esteem means no self esteem and the damnation of quest...........

A few post back, i expressed my dtest 2wards Domnique end of the story she comes out to be as powerful and strong as Mr Roark.Mr Roarks tryst with the world would hav been hollow if he would hav not met the lady.

I know there are infinite fans of Ayan Rand's fountain head, u might think am i doing new .... for those ppl i hav an ans "you dont run things out here ...... I do "

huh !!

water in sky found orifice

and it rained

quenching the thirst of earth

I stood long watching !!

came back and wrote a long sequel of lines !!

didnt publish it neway

Now as i read the article again I feel like how can i be the person who wrote that "thing"

Change is the most persistent part of life and defying change

implies marking a fullstop in u r growth

Now that i am back and hav a definite mind for all that was left confused....

Reminisced all that happened to me, in the last few months.

The duration went almost same as my first sem in DA-IICT....

though the lot of fun part was not there

but i still enjoyed and am njoyin !!!

but all this doesnt mean that i do not miss football in rainy season, playin prank on one and all(takin an amnesty for granted)
Now after much thought i am wearing off the philosophers look !!

Very soon (12 days to be precise).. i ll be leaving for my collg for my final presentation...

I wish....na i want to gather memories for lifetime.....

And I hav thought of 1 more thing...

(of which i m not revealin nething now )

no no i am not thinkin of booze fag or any other earthly great acts !!!

I think i am happy 2de, not that everyfin is fine and perfect as a matter of fact.. d last job i was assigned to is still incomplete and is givin me horrors !! but still i ll saty with d happy status. I hav made few acquaintances out here and soon will be graduating into friendship with lot of them......
Even the Airtel people are being nice to me !! they gave me free talktime of RS 50 for 2 months !!!!that makes a total of Rs 100 1nderful na...

cia

:)

forget not !

wow !! wht time it has been !!

everything movin smooth !!

first ov all i forgot to wake up on time !!

koi nahin chalta hain !!!!

Then with smooth swift action got ready !!

was about to leave, and suddenly i feel some uneasiness !!

Something is left undone ...what... what ????

A sudden realisation ...omg!!! i forgot to brush .....

no no, i know i am lazy but i brushed my teeth !!!

The lunch was good !! i almost dropped my plate !!

but thanks to my superb athletic sense n speed

i was able to catch the "raita" bowl on time and save myself from some humiliation .....

[not a drop spilled ;)]

I have been readin FountainHead,

its a real inspiring book.

I guess we should do away with the shit Amit Bhatts lecture

and bring in FountainHead as course material....

infuses the fighting spirit........

d only part i detest is of Domnique Francon,

but then there are always queer things in d world..

(I m yet to complete the book may be by end i change my view)

Lately I hav realized the new work i got is so soporofic,... oh gawd.

Prof. Sam. Chat. sent a mail about a spl lecture and i mailed my spl comments to him .... he he he he ... guess what i got a 1 page long reply...

sure man i hav all d capacities to get on some1's nerves (but i dont do that often) and

definitely Sammy is one of the best prof in our college,(but i was just being funny)

My prep (for i kno what ) is lousy.... but soon i hope of dopin it with steriods ..........
And and and Evanescence is definitely a good singer,

she has a gothic voice ... her songs are cool !!!

tata ppl !!! :)

Update !!

Omg an another update !!
now dont start thinking that
very happening things are happening in my life
Thers just a parallax in the view that we share .
I dont hav nething to do so i write....
I write as if lots of things are going on
what a paradox !!!
no news crushes, gawd it has been a week or so...
what!!!! ...how dare u trust the last statement !!
wtf be, how is it possible....... (and the secrecy is maintained)

Now three months in Pune !!
and ppl i hav realised therre is 1 thing more difficult
than getting a girl friend ...... ne guess what !!!!!!
not that u pervert !!
it just getting a home .......
very soon i ll be thrown out of my current home!!!
janta... pls search a chota sa ghar for me !!!!

cia !!!
as i hav to figure out the feildings required
to make my life beautiful
... awww no no the statement is wrong
to augment beauty in my life
:)

stop thinkin abt *isms

Now sice that every1s talking spiritualism, objectivism and all kind of isms.I am getting weighed down by this thing.

......Knock it off shaan, is what i said to myself ...

Long back 1ce i tried to be philosphical and i got a reply wear it off man and bobli was right in saying so....
"If things hav to go wrong they will ", In Murphy we trust.

I had a presentation on last tuesday,I was rest assured that all things will go fine and it did, just that in between during the preperation i induced an error and things collapsed .. but donn worry the aura of uncle murphy is so large that i immediately remebered him :),dunno whether our king Murphy is dead or alive
but i kindda have a penchant for his 1derful outlook 2wards life
"Smile .......tommorrow will be worse "
Ne ways in personal front with the completion of project and the BTech Thesis, i m a free bird now (no i was never caged, give it a thought man can insanity be ever caged).Pune is sure good man, the only point ot scores over my campus is d chick flock, just turn left or right or even a stright view.. will serve u an ambrosia ......Lately i think i hav gone mad (okay .. augument more madness over madnness)... i made a collection of love songs and am continuosly listening to them ......Gawd Kurt is gonna be so angry !!!
chalo ppl !! othr updates l8r :)

Casablanca

Working with ferociousness have a doc to complete suddenly all of my senses were eased I was at peace ... why ...... nothing but Casablanca

I fell in love with you watchin Casablanca
Back row of the drive in show in flickering lights !!

I dont feel like singing the song to myself
Bertie sung it soo well !! its soothes the sores of daily chores

I love u more and more each day as time goes by !!!!!

It just wonderful ......... i dont feel like doing ne thing
certainly some things are divine !!
The song is still sweetning my ears and mind.

A kiss is still a still a kiss in Casablanca
A kiss is not a kiss without ur sigh !!

I suddenly felt for a moment i was in love since ages
its just that sumfin is keeping me away person whom i love ....
just to see whether u can wait for her in Casablanca !!

I am waiting to see, moroccan moonlight in some1s eye !!
:)

centi - Mental ..(centimeters away from being mental)

sometimes i feel that i am too good, saw an old man collpasing ran to him to find him drunk .. what life .... no dignity to self ..... ne ways that was something i just saw ! Life has been a rollar coaster ride from d day , when i landed in pune.... i am so dying to go back to my campus 1ce .. man slowly slowly a sad feeling is superimpposing itself, the feeling that within a month there wont be a campus for me ... the same feeling i had when i left my home for the first time for a hostel .... wow what a life it was... . i have lived one whole life there .... from intellectual studies to knowledge of arcane hiding spots in college........ from attentively attending a boring class to firing crackers where GF and BF are in peace and hav almost become one. Gawd the couch that few of us formed ... d DOSa...... yeah u r right i am getting sentimental and thats what differentiate us humans from other mortal beings .......uncontrolled feelings even though unrequited. Hundred reasons i hav to fall love with DA-IICT and hundreds of hundred more are in d q .
DA-IICT .. where i met my frnds ..... where i met myself in solitude too ....... the place groomed me .........the place where "shaan" was polished ...... this one place i ll always miss...

Ladies and Gentleman... I love DA-IICT !!!!